Mirror Reflections

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 23:38:12 GMT

Went to church with my brother this morning, it was...uneventful, but better than staying at home, I guess. My stepmom went to the store...and brought me back four boxes of pocky. Yaaaaay. I burned the most awesome CD ever last night-a mix of all of my favorite rock hits from 2005. Mmmmyyeeess. Wonderful.

^_^ Best...MLK Day....EVER.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 02:16:09 GMT

Heh, well- I'm going to repeat the title...BEST-MLK DAY-EVER! ^_^ I got to stay the night with my cousin on Sunday, it was a blast! Her and her fiancee taught me a few blocks with their bokken, and then we watched the first 4 eps of Escaflowne! ^_^ Then her fiancee's (his name is Hez) mom came and brought pizza and soda! ^_^ And then Twyla (meh cuz) had to take my measurements for my bridesmaids dress. *le sigh* Always a bridesmaid, never a bride. XD; Well... I'm 15, so I hope not.. o_O; *twitch* Yeeeah. LoL. Then on Monday, her friends Ricky and Loki showed up- Ricky looks more like 30 than 20, and he's a little.... well, he acts kinda retarded, but I guess that's all right- I don't really know him, so who am I to judge? Loki, in Twyla's words, is like a ferret. XD; Actually, he's like a computer nerd in goth clothes. Eheh. She gave them fair warning not to flirt with meh, so I lucked out. ^.^; She says otherwise they wouldn't have let me be.... o_O;; *twitch* Eewwwwww, ugly boys... GROSS. XD; I'm so effing shallow. >>; ^.^; My bad.

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:36:39 GMT

Nothing new in the last few days- that's all I have to say, really.

^.^

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:37:02 GMT

Just got home from school...it was...eventful, to say the least. 1st hour I took a pretest for Geography, he said it was to see what we know-and I got every answer right. XD Shoulda seen that one comin, folks. 2nd hour I just read my manga, didn't even bother trying to do any work-it was easy. 3rd hour was the same-I had the worksheet done in five minutes. Didn't even GO to 4th hour XP, just walked in, told Mr. Tiller to count me present, and walked out- spent all of 4th hour and lunch in the art room. XD; 5th hour we had Mr. Knisley(THAT BASTARD) as a sub for Mrs. Min, and I REAAALLY didn't want to sit in there and do nothing---but he told my friend no when she asked to go to the art room to work. XD; So I did the next best thing-asked him to go to the bathroom... and then went to the art room and ditched the rest of 5th hour. XPPP 6th hour was art anyways, no worries there... XD But lunch was the funnest-me and Ashley got out one of the giant sheets of paper, and she layed down on it, in a fetal position, and I traced her-then she caused a distraction with the teacher so I could throw red paint on it to make it look like blood, without any interruptions. XD; I gave it the stigmata wounds and a swastika on it's forehead!

Grandpa's Birthday

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 19:45:52 GMT

It's my grandpa's birthday today-he's 66 and stuff. And it's his VERY FIRST birthday party. Crazy, huh? He didn't even have any when he was a kid because his family couldn't afford it. That makes me kinda sad. But I'm online downloading a bunch of oldies songs so I can burn him a CD for his birthday. He loves that one song- Blue Velvet I think it's called. Yeah... I put a banner up over the main entrance, and my stepdad and stepbrother helped me put up streamers. XD And balloons. Because we win like that. Lol- well, I need to go take a shower and get ready- and clean my room and the bathroom before the guests get here. *laughs* Old people.... ... ... ... ... *brings a can of aerosol to mask to old people smell* >>

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 04:43:45 GMT

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Some good news.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 23:46:24 GMT

Stepbrother is here tonight- stepdad just picked him up from his house a few cities away. He's kool-quiet, like me- but nice. We get along all right. I've been doing fairly well with keeping things in order around the house- getting on mom's good side, so it's possible I'll get to keep Sniffles. Chris (stepdad) said he'd help try to convince my mom. <---that's the good news.Heh- holy crap... I just realized that four out of our five pets live in my room... Hahaha weird. If anyone's reading who didn't know, I've got a fish(Anima), a cat(Azazel), a snake(Leon), a rat(Sniffles). My stepdad has a dog named Patches-but I do not in ANY way claim that mutt. -_- She's so stupid, it makes my heart hurt. :D Everything else, though-belongs to me. And they should-I pay for all of them. -_-; We have two cows out back, actually- but I don't count them as pets because eventually we're going to eat them. .... Mmmm burgers. Err. j/k. Heh.

4th hour... yawn

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 18:51:55 GMT

I couldn't sleep at all last night-I kept having nightmares. I shot up out of bed gasping for breath at least twice... I don't understand why I was having so many bad dreams last night... I didn't drink or eat before bed, didn't watch any scary movies, or anything at all! I took a bit of a nap in first hour, and then just did homework in 2nd and 3rd... meh. Stayed in 4th hour for about ten minutes, then came to the art room. Booooored aaasss heccckkk. And tired. Need sleep. May sleep when I get home--- meh. Nevermind. I keep setting my alarm for five, but I sleep so deep that I can't even hear it when it's on it's loudest setting. It's like my brain shuts off my ears until I've had at least four hours of sleep- I think I'd rather go to night school or something.... I just recently discovered that I want to join the military when I come of age- not the Navy or the Marines, but the Air Force or the Army. Air force is my best bet, I think. I can tough it out, and after all is said and done, I'll enlist for four years, travel, work hard, and then come home with military insurance and medical benefits and enough money to put myself through college. It all sounds good to me...yeah. Sounds good- or maybe I'll just be a military mom for the rest of my life... I don't think I'd mind moving around a lot... Meh. Whatever, right? I told my principal to just go ahead and fire my science teacher... I hate him. lol. My friend Ariel blew up in my face today- I think she's on the rag or something. That or really aggravated- she really didn't want to come to school today. Then again, neither did I- but I don't really have any options. I have to babysit tomorrow, but it won't be so bad- the kids I babysit for are really kool. Stormi is 7 and Justice is 9. Great kids- I love messing with their hair. Haha. Last time, I spiked Justice's hair and he liked it so much he wore it under his football helmet when he played a game the next night. That kid is great. And Stormi-well, she's a handful, but cute. I think she really just wants attention- so hey, I'll put up with it. I love kids.

Myeh. Spam.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 03:22:19 GMT

Your Birthdate: December 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.

Your strength: Your original approach to thinking

Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others

Your power color: Pale blue

Your power symbol: Wavy line

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Skool

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 02:23:24 GMT

Well, even though I updated during 5th hour today... I'm going to again. Geography class was kool, I just started that today. Our teacher is a guy retired from the Air Force- pretty kool, since if I actually enlist in the military, that's where I'll be going. He seemed nice enough, and funny! He was showing us examples on the overhead light, and showing us examples of maps- he used a NEOPETS explore map! I was laughing so hard at that one- or as hard as I could laugh. I have no friends in my first hour class- there's no shortage of delinquents that love to antagonize me, though. It kills me inside that they didn't even switch around the arrangment of the class- I HATE those people.

Ditching Class..

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:01:36 GMT

Well, me and my friend Ashley are ditching class...no biggie there. XD; Skipping Algebra 2, and in the art room... borrowing my teachers computer since she's on the phone. LMAO. We're trying on medieval fair costumes. This pwns. YAY. I love art, lol. I'm kinda bored.... geography class is GREAT, but it's the first day back and I've already had science and english homework... not to mention Algebra I STILL need to make up from last semester. I ended up with a 78 on my English term paper-I'm PISSED. Well, bell just rang-time for choir. L8ers. Update when I get home.

^_^

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 23:38:20 GMT

Grandpa and me went out for Chinese today for dinner. IT WAS SOO YUMMY. ^_~ I feel special... I'm the only person who can get him to go out for chinese. I totally rule. Played KH:COM for another few hours- mainly just going back through the lower levels to unlock the hidden chambers so I can get the goodies. ((EX: New sleights and cards)) I'm in Atlantica, so the baddies are dropping the Key to Rewards cards like mad... next in Neverland. :P In the first one, Neverland wasn't exactly my favorite world... but oh well, right? That fight with Larxene was easier than I thought.. I just stocked up on a bunch of 0 cards and kept breaking right through her sleights. Atlantica is really a good place to level up... I'm at 33 and still going. GOD EFFING--- I'm about to kill my cat, seriously. He just jumped onto the back of the computer chair and is laying across my right shoulder. I swear it's like he's my shadow or something. RAWR. uifgbfilabegk bn b..aekj........ >>;; Eeeeh.....gtg.

Wildfires

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 18:27:37 GMT

Looks like the wildfires here in Oklahoma haven't let up- there was one right near my friend's sisters apartment two days ago. I think she's okay. I'm getting pretty tired of hearing about fires, though... it's January, not July. It should be all snowy, or rainy, or something... but then again, this IS Oklahoma, where you can go outside to try to tan and then two minutes later find yourself being rained on. Horrible. I think the news said something about 81,000 acres being burned already- that's CRAZY. Hard to believe that so many fires have already swept through...talk about your major ozone alert. Wildfires and other natural fires put out a lot more pollution than cars or factories... yeaaaah. Too many natural distasters lately for my taste. By lately, I mean in the last few years... there was that tsunami a while back, then that huge earthquake, then hurricanes Katrina and Rita, and for a while there were a few tremors over in California... and here Oklahoma is stuck with a red flag alert for raging wildfires. I personally think something's up- but maybe it's just me. Hopefully we'll get rain soon- I saw a few clouds above my house that look promising. They're really high up, but usually when I see them it means more are on the way. Rain sounds nice... I wish it rained more here. I was told it usually rains a lot in Seattle.... maybe I'll move there someday.

More Quizzes.... bored

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:40:31 GMT

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try, having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you. Humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Quiz Result-Only 3% of people had this result.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:35:37 GMT

Fairytale love... is what you
dream of, and hopefully will find. You are a
true dreamer and a creative wonder. You're
sweet and shy, but don't take shit from anyone.
You are hoping to one day stumble over another
world and there meet the prince of your dreams.
I wish you the best of luck, and remember:
"No dream is ever too big, no dreamer ever
too small"...

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^

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....Hm.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:44:05 GMT

Well, to add to my earlier.... err, random comment, my stepdad and I had a discussion before mom got home- so she wouldn't go into "Dragon Mode" and roast my ass. He basically told me that my mother and father are disappointed in me for spending my OWN money how I spent it. I got 300 bucks for Christmas, and some giftcards. The giftcards went to books and DVDs, as did some of the 300. Next, I bought pants and a shirt from Hot Topic. That left me with 160. Currently, 150 is hidden somewhere in my room, for emergency money and for A-kon. THEY think I've already spent it all- goes to show how much they know me, right? I still have around 10 dollars that I can spend on whatever- and 150 saved. They honestly think that I'd blow every bit of cash that I get my hands on. They don't like the pants I bought, either. That part I could care less about, really. They're black, and big, and baggy, and EXTREMELY comfortable since I don't wear them with the chains they came with, and that's all I care about. If people actually MADE giant-legged jeans, hell yeah I'd be wearing them! But unfortunately, that isn't the case(anymore, JNCO effing stopped selling those where I can FIND them), and Hot Topic is the only store that sells my comfy-pants. My mother has apparently threatened to throw my pants away ((55 dollar PAIRS)) if she sees me leaving the house wearing them. One word: HISSSSSSS. She won't touch them. I seem to recall a conversation several years ago, where she told me I could do what I wanted with my hair and clothes once I was the one paying for them. HINT HINT, MOMMY DEAREST. I EFFING BOUGHT THEM WITH MY OWN MONEY.

Next order of business my stepdad brought to my attention- my real dad is angry because I didn't go downtown to watch the big fireworks display with him and my stepmom. He says that I told him I'd go for sure- NOT. I did not say that. I asked when he and my stepmom would be leaving. That's when I was considering going, if I didn't have anything better to do. Then Ariel IM'ed me, and asked me to come over. DING DING DING. SOMETHING BETTER. He needs to get off his high horse and realize that I have friends, and I have a life, because every time I really do want to come over to his house, he's working. Work work work. I just want to wring his neck and tell him that not everything revolves around when he has the time. I've always got time, and yet it's me who has to call him when I want to come over-my father never calls me just because he feels like it, or just because he has the time to ask me to come over. RAWR. It just irks me, that my parents are deciding that every little thing I do that they don't agree with is BAD. I'm not going to say it isn't fair-because that's how the world is. Unfair. That's life. This is just something I'm going to have to deal with myself- too bad this time there's nothing I can do. At fifteen, they still treat me like I'm ten. No, seriously. I got called a kid twice this week.

>:3 !!!

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:16:07 GMT

Not grounded. Need I say more? Ah, the power of chocolate covered almonds.

Not Grounded Yet!

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 22:46:01 GMT

o_O; I'm starting to think that my love of sleep is a good thing. I passed out yesterday around 4:30, right before my parents got off work and came home. XD; They didn't wake me up, so I saved myself for one more day- at least until they get home in another twenty minutes. I woke up about five hours after I fell asleep- then played KH:COM till 1:11am, and then went back to sleep and woke back up at 11:30 this morning. ^_^; Eheh.... >>; Think that's bad? I've been playing KH:COM since I woke up. lol. I am addicted to that game- I'm considering telling Ariel I lost it and then just paying her for it. o_O I've made it to the end of Halloween Town- which is the last map card I had, so I think next I have to fight another Organization person again to get more (I'm secretly hoping for Zexion! XD So much smex. *has seen pictures*) Though I wouldn't mind fighting Axel again. *shrugs* I'm at level 29... I hope that's good. Heh. >< There's just not enough fighting in the game- I've pretty much used all of my Teeming Darkness cards already, so I'm full up on like... moogle cards and calm cards. T_T I don't WANT peace! I want fight-fight! MYYYYYYEHHHH. I'm currently eating breakfast... err...lunch....err....dinner.... >< Okay, I'm eating my first meal of the day, which is chicken and dumplings- I threw them in the crock pot early this morning to cook. It's actually REALLY yummy. Hm... well, I'm off to watch Yu Yu Hakusho DvDs and continue on KH:COM. Spazz ya later.

Hmmm.... May as well.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:21:50 GMT

Name an anime fandom, and if I know it, I'll tell you:
01. The first character I first fell in love with
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't
04. The character I love that everyone else hates
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer
06. The character I would shag anytime
07. The character I'd want to be like
08. The character I'd slap
09. A pairing that I love

Home Again.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:06:15 GMT

Well, I'm home again. I've been to Sha's, Dad's house, and Ariel's, all in the span of two days. W00t. I get around,no? This may be my last post for a few days- odds are, when mom gets home, I'm going to be uber-grounded. Meh. Oh well, just borrowed KH:COM from Ariel, so I'll have something to do.... and it'll take a while to finish, or so she says. I've been munching on these awesome chocolate covered almonds, which Ariel got me addicted to- I don't even effing LIKE almonds! But you can barely taste them, I swear! They're so good. We went to the mall, and this hot guy who worked at Candyopolis gave us free suckers. *cackle* He was a babe. Ariel and I watched Endless Waltz last night, she freaked out every time Zechs Merquise popped up on the screen, and I did the same with Duo- hahah. It was cool, though we both almost cried when they destroyed the Gundams.... lol, Endless Waltz never gets old. We were talking about which Gundam we would pilot... I said a cross between Deathscythe Hell and Heavyarms- stealth and a great offense. ^_~ Well, I have a bunch of IM's popping up- I've got things to update before I'm grounded.

New Year!

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 01:07:55 GMT

Well, it's that time again, I guess. A whole new year. Took long enough. ^_^ I'm fifteen at last- this will be a good year. Trip to A-kon in June,I'll be 16 this coming December.... I can't wait! It started out a bit... rough. ^^; I have a pet rat named Sniffles, and my mom found him. >>; I didn't exactly tell her that I bought him. Eheh... anyways, she's pretty mad at me. She didn't want a rat... T_T I'm so screwed when I get home. Poor Sniffles. He may have to leave, unless I pull something MAJOR.... .... .... hmm... *thinks* Well... what to do, right? I'll think of something, I'm sure. If all else fails, I have the papers to return him to the store- I can get my money back and still keep his cage for when I get a new pet. ^_~ >> << >> ...*cough* HAMSTER. She won't kill me for that one! ((Mom.)) I'll probably be grounded for the next week or two from the computer- heh. I'll show her that I can live without it. It's amazing how much power a Gameboy SP holds in entertainment. AND if I get my PS working, that's 2x the fun. She'll be so frustrated. *laugh* I love keeping her on her toes- if I don't do something to DESERVE punishment, she'll try to punish me anyways(she always finds SOMETHING)- so why try to be good? I know when I'm doing something wrong or not, I just want to see if she can catch me. *grin* There's so much more than the RAT that she could get me for... I'm suprised she hasn't caught on yet. I may have to drop more hints, just to see if she's paying attention...